Why do I get the feeling that my current circumstances and past history is negatively impacting on the recruitment process that I told HQ to shove!!!! You think those middle class jerks who walk around with thier arrogant attitudes and thier big talk, can actually fight? .....and deal with the consequences.....without thier mates?. My childhood and the past ten years were hell I"ve seen and been the recipient of violence the I reckon the average soldier has seen on the battle field of Afganistan in 12 months....I dealt with it, what doesn't come close to killing you makes you stronger! I'm so obviously brighter then most of the foul mouth idiots that get on face book and it doesn't make a stick of difference, not to forget a talented markswomen, your loss. Louise.