Radhasoamiji babaji.

I am one of the most sinful person on the earth. Can i get apology for my mistakes in life. I have comitted so many mistakes in life but this is one of the biggest mistake i have done in my life. I have commited a mistake of having sex. I am unmarried but have commited a mistake of having sex with one of my friend with her consent. I am feeling guilty now that i have created such a karma in life that cannot be erased. Babaji i know i will not be able to get naam daan now in life that i wanted to have to get out of this chaurasi chakar. My another mistake is that i know it is biggest sin and an obstakle to follow santmat but still i committed it under the influence of my mind. Babaji i know i have small circumference and i am so small that i will not be able to get answer from you as complete master.Babaji should i end up this life because without naam daan the purpose of life is not going to be solved and because of my mistakes now i am out of path of santmat and cannot get naam daan in whole life.

Please babaji have mercy on me and get me out of bad works.

Bakhshanhaar baksh dena nahi tan koi nai bakhsh sakda mainu.

Radhasoamiji.

Do not be so hard on yourself, you can only ever sin against yourself, just forgive yourself and move on, To sin is to be in ignorance of Universal Law, study universal law, apply it to yor life and live in harmony.

You can never be judged by anyone other than yourself and when you know the truth the truth will set you free

Dear Sinful, who has tought you that having sex is a sin? If it were a sin, why would it be created by God at all? So, come out of this false belief and lead a relaxed life. you haven't raped someone, have you?