Radha Soami

I have great faith in Radha Soami and I want to take naamdaan from BabaJi. But I have some douts ki naamdaan se pehle sevadaar puchhte hai ki aap naam kyo lena chahte ho to answer to yeh dena chahiya ki mukti pane ke liye but it is not from my heart. Main naam daan isliye lena chahti ki Baba ji mil saku aur kuch Q. ke ans. puchh saku. I am happy with my life isliye mujhe mukti pane ka khyaal sach nahi lagta kya meri soch galat hai. Main yeh janna chahti hoon ki baba Jo insan achha hota hai uske saath bura kyo hota hai agar purane janmo ke hisab se hota hai to use apne kiye ka pta kyo nahi chalta

RADHA SOAMI JI
if you have a great faith in radhasoami so you must read santmat prakashan books. in that you can get lot's of knowledge of SANTMAT i think this will be a first step for you on this path . then you will know about NAAMDAAN and AIM of radhasoami panth .you wana meet BABAJI this is not easier bcoz millions of people wana do this but its all depend on his rahmat .but if you have any inqury you can wright on thi address -
RADHASOAMI SATSANG BEAS
DERA BABA JAIMAL SINGH
DIST. AMRITSAR (PUNJAB)
143 204.
and other thing in short this is way of sacrifices this is way where you have to work for your soul(Aatma) this is a DROP (part) of PARMATMA RUPI SAMUNDRA you have to try this drop must meet the father PARMATMA how you will know by master and with help of santmat books .
sukh-dukh, acha-bura, amiri-garibi,this kind of sevral thing's connect to five things MAYA(money),MOH(intrest likness),LOBH(laalch,achieving desirity),KAAM(physically demands),KRODH(anger) this five is weapon or power of KAAL this all control humanbin and just keep them busy in world .
for you i steel saying you must read books for know more .
RADHA SOAMI JI