How is life for a crip member even tho having a daughter and a baby mother?.........................

Well regardless. Once a Crip; always a Crip. Gangmembers are always in it for life. That's just how it is. But they can choose whether or not they want to continue banging. You can still be a gangmember w/o actually gangbanging. But you'll still be a Crip for life. Which means you'd still be repping Crips and you'd only be involved in banging when you're ABSOLUTELY needed.