I too have experienced date rape.This happened to me & and a friend of mine in the early 80's. She can remember nothing.I remember bits & pieces. Something was put in our drinks at her friends house.Over the years,I have remembered more about what happened & it scares me! I still have nightmares.I find myself wishing I didn't remember! Don't think about remembering,learn from what happened & make better choices in the future. One thing you should remember,what happened is not your fault.We live in a cruel world.Best of luck to you.I hope I have helped you at least some.